Tuesday, September 30, 2008

last class meeting jor..

was last class meeting..
form teacher didnt go for recruitment ..
in order to discuss d last class meeting wit us.. jaja
before voting for class gathering..
committee.. spoke something..
which are rather touched.. haha
cox.. it's a last class meeting..
then..
we were voting for the class trip ..
BBQ, prom night and buffet..
at last, most of the ppl chose BBQ in cameron..
hope it will be a nice trip..
after this trip ..
dono .. when will we meet again..
h a i x..
so bu she de..
sure.. I will miss my dears.. in PL
I love u ppl..
becox of u guys..and PL
I grow..
there were a lot of fun..unhappy and precious moments..
PL.. let me grow up a lot.. especially in mental..
become more mature..
teachers gave me an opportunity to take part in national level trillingual speech competition..
this really let me grow up a lot. and learn a lot of thing..
miss the days.. practicing.. although it was tough..
tears dropped.. haha..
especially the days.. went to B.M with Shin Er and Ms Annie..
it's so memorable..
while typing.. now .. I m feeling.. sad..
wish to cry..
lolx..
really..
anywhere..
keep in touch..
u guys are forever in my heart.. love u ..
S2S2 .. ganbatte +U+U
really wish to thx many ppl..
especially ms annie, ms chong, mdm goh, a lot of teachers.. and my dear buddies..
I love u guys..muacks
thx .. for accompany me.. in this secondary school's life.. thats great..

Saturday, September 27, 2008

is .. Shan's 17th birthdaY.. the last celebration with her in PL.. c .. this is some memorable photos.. sum teacher's daY photos...

most of the girls cried..
it was d last celebration with Shan in PL..
next celebration will be dono.. when..
and most of us.. wil be at different places..
it was rather touched..
memorable pictures..
and memorable moments..



Thursday, September 25, 2008

Your Dominant Intelligence is Interpersonal Intelligence
You shine in your ability to relate to and understand others.
Good at seeing others' points of view, you get how people think and feel.
You have an uncanny ability to sense true feelings, intentions, and motivations.
A natural born leader, you are great at teaching and mediating conflict.

You would make a good counselor, salesperson, politician, or business person.

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O.O

next Sat v will b going to SG...
for practical tests..
time flies..
h a i x..
is different like wat I tot..
tot it wil b happy..
bt actuali it's nt..
hv to study..there..
nt enof time.. ald..
no mood for playing... here and there..
of cox.. reach there.. sure cant tahan with ..
shopping.. playing n ...
bt really hv to study le..
ms chong said 5 credits..at least...
bm, eng, chinese, bio, chemis,art n maths D..
try my best...
physics, LC n add maths..
try best la.. these subs.. 0.1 % hope for passing..
chemis n maths D.. o.o
quite worry..
Im rather regret.. y dont I study n work a bit harder since last year..
its nt easy to pass..for me.. .
really hv to try my best..
I dont wish to break ms chong n mr haris record..
really doesnt wish..
my result..
d...m...
h a i x~~~
dad n mum went to China.. abt one week liao..
miss them.. so much..
love u ~~

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

today ... and she's deepening my hatred..






Words can cut as sharply as any blade, And those words leave scars upon our souls not our skin!
h a ix.... I went to one of my buddies' blog..
I cant imagine..
she's hurt by her too..
being a teacher should be encouraging students all d ways...
and helps..
does she?
she's really so..
urgh..
she hurts me..
deeply...
not just once..
the ways she talks ...
the atittude she behaves...
maybe she doesnt knows..
it will hurts ppl feeling..
but..
pls use yr smart brain ..
before using yr big mouth..
I know...as a student shouldnt criticize a teacher..
but she really hurts many students' feeling..
she is killing ppl interest in studying for her sub..
this is why I'm so fond of ms annie and ms chong..
cox.. they are really help..
they are encouraging and helping the students..
all d ways.. they do all their best..
now maybe u r better compare with last time..
but it doesnt seems any different..
cox many ppl feelings.. have been hurt by u..
I hope u may change.. h a i x...
today.. many teachers were absent...
maybe sick...
Its happy during school time...
today teachers' absent..
give us a good time..
for discussing the works..
and chatting..
enjoyed the time...
but time flies..
especially..
the last two periods...
we were happily chatting ...
suddenly.. bell rang o.o
haha..
its really a nice time..
after graduate..
will nt have much chances to gather ..
and chit - chat..
today some of d papers were distributed..
some will be distribute later...
bit worry too..
anywhere ...
jz wait for it...
this Sat is edu fair..
hav a look at those courses..
and choose wat I really want..
time really flies.....
be happY...

Monday, September 22, 2008

finaL 3xam is over...

final exam was jz over..
I guess..
papers wil b distribute soon..

Life is like an onion: You peel it off one layer at a time, and sometimes you weep.

Friday, September 19, 2008

failure...




















is down..

hot tears welled up..
why I cry?
others subs.. I will not..
isn't it seems to be stupid..
40 sth again..
again.....and again...
d moment when I heard..
d word..f--l..Im reali so unhappy...
eyes r hot..
mood changed immediately...
I really.. cant smile..
I cant continue the lesson...
mood is ...
so ...
d o w n ...
I hate myself.. idiot.. fool..
a failure......

down..


is d o w n...
so tired..

.....is difficult to breath..

She smiles sweetly
to hide her fear
to hide the pain
that is always near

Her stomach aches
from being sad
She wants to stop
feeling so bad

She wishes the world
were a happier place
that way she could put
a smile on her face

Will no one notice
the pain that's inside
Can no one see
how much she's cried

wanting to feel free
wanting to be happy
tired of pretending
there is no misery

What will it take
for people to know
that the smile she shows
is actually fake?

She has the world fooled
thinking she's pleased
with how her life's going
Can they be so naive

But someday soon
someone will see
and notice that there
is no bright moon

to light up her misery
to fade away pain
and make her really smile
once again....

............................................

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

is a blu3 day..

today.. is so blue..
h a i..x

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

so unhappY..

so unhappy..
everything is like a burden..
I cant breathe..
pls let me free..
haix.. bt it is impossible...
calm down..and be happy..
so that everyone around u will feel happy too..

todaY.. happy + sad..

today chemis.. I dint hv enof confident..
malay.. like out of topic ald..
h a i x.. wat's going on..
everything like going not very well..
I wish to be like this.. but it goes other ways round..
I really feel ms annie and ms chong r so nice..
^^
I like them..
I really so scare.. to disappoint ms chong..
I scare to fail chemis.. but..
ha ix..
I really dono.. today chemis paper. is quite..tough..
I feel..
mayb I m only one who feel tat..
I feel..
my attitude changed..
from bad to worst..
become no manners...
bad tempers...
easy to get angry..
and today I talked loud to father..in d phone..
omg..
haix...

Sunday, September 14, 2008

mooncake festival + final exam...o.O

mooncake festival + final exam..
how to enjoy?
h a i x.......

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

pass le.. ^^

hehe.. Im happy..
I pass my car test..
so happy..
at 1st .. very panic ..
the little bukit =.=
finally all pass..
thats good..
our game stall more than 2000 tickets..
is great..
haha
now wanna concentrate on final exam already..
add oil lor..
^^

Saturday, September 6, 2008

food&fun fair.. over..

fun & food fair is over..
our game stall got rather well outcome..
the tickets overflow..
use an extra tissue box..
full too..
wow.. that's amazing..^^
really glad..
our efforts r worth..
food stall.. is rather ok too..
fun & food fair over..
everythg will back to normal..
is it good or bad?
I dont know..
final exam is on this Sat..
and I'm doin nth..O.o
no exam's mood at all..
I believe no one likes exams too ..
lolx..
ms chong is great.. she's a nice teacher.. really..
ms annie .. hehe .. ^^.. so sweet... ^^.. really so thx her..
I know who treat me good.. and I will do all my best for them..
if need my helps .. I will do my best to help..
I will oso help automatically without the request too...
human can b vry good ..but.. who's true.. who's fake..
when time passes.. true nature.. will slowly show..
when nth happen.. everythin is nice..
when d person do smthg wrong... v will keep on talking d right & wrong ..
it's a prejudice..
h a i x... human nature..
mayb u & I are one of those..

Friday, September 5, 2008

5th of sep...

Sunday is fun fair already..
everyone is working so hard..
our class is vy co-operate..
that's great..
no arguing..
no complain..
I'm rather bad.. just help a little...
doin homeworks and playing there..
feel guilty...
o.o
they are great..
really
have to praise them from the bottom of my heart..
hehe
hope that v can get a good outcome..
Ms Annie is a fabulous teacher..
I like her so much..
respect her..
as a teacher..
she do all her best for students..
Ms Chong too...
vy nice.. hehe ^^

Thursday, September 4, 2008

h a i x..

be happy my dear..
u did all yr best..
yr tired face.. make feel so sad..
I wish to help u..
but I dono what to do..
h a ix... I m really so sad.. to c u being so tired cox ..
pls sleep earlier and take a good rest...
is not worth to think tat..
u r d best .. and the one I respect the most..
and the one I love the most..

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

OmG..

hooray.. 5 rounds .. completed..
thats good.. hehe ^^
next week car test.. ^^ ganbatte..
and
next Saturday final exam ald.. omg...
really so scary..
o.o
ganbatte en...

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

^^

car triaL test pass.. ^^
next week is real test..
bit worry.. especially going up to d little hill....
hehe.. today improve a lot.. change d gears automatically..
no need ppl remind.. hehe.. can control better ald.. hooray...
happy..
today many homeworks.. =.=""..
tomorrow 1500 meters running test.. =.="""
vomit "white bubbles.".... anywhere.. jz do all my best
ganBatte lar.. ^^

Monday, September 1, 2008

leTs hv a LooK at thEsE memOrabLe picTureS.. can U feeL thE haPpinesS? anD wiSh to keeP aLL theSe momEntS forEvEr... MeMorAbLe OnE... ^^

1st of sepTember.. me.. better mood.. ..

new months. .~ time flies....
feeLing... bit worrY & bit looKinG forward...
fun faiR coming in daYs ..
of cox wish ouR class S2S2 gameS staLL & food sTaLL.. has a satisying outcome.. ganBatte..
exams around the corneR.. aLL ouR teacheRs r so worrY.. and do aLL theiR best to help us.... and what m I doin heRe?
I'm reaLi so UseLess..Crying
h a i x...
think positvelY .. be haPpy.. smiLe alwaYs..
nice msg ~
"a smiLe is a curve that seTs everything straight and wipes the wrinkLes awaY. Hope u receive a loT of smiLes TodaY and share a Lot of smiLes todaY."
"silenT and smiLe r two PowerfuL tooLs :
SmiLe is the waY to solve many ProBlems & Silence is the waY to avoid manY problems.
So have a silent smiLe for aways. "
these are so meaningfuL.. but .. is difficulT attain.. ~ be happY..Open-mouthed

fUn FaiR.. toDaY.. TmL.. FiNaL exaM.. o.o

Times fLieS..........
nexT SunDAy fun faiR aLD.. hehe .. buddieS.. let's coMe to Poi LaM independenT scHooL oo..Tongue out anD of cox comE to S2S2... ouR cLasS plaY plaY.. a loT of fUn thereE... hehe.... anD oso S2S2's fooDsTaLL... TasTy and deLicioUs foodS...
Ms. AnnIe...a sweeT teachER.. I luv u..Tongue out.. ReaLi so nice To chaT with U .. and hv u around ..
toDay dinT taKe triaL caR tesT.. coz d JPJ nt free.. =.="" changEd to nexT TuesDay ald.. I'm road " chi" canT rmB the roads weLL de.. now.. ok Jor .. haha...
wanT caR teSt ald.. but stiL maTi enginE.. aiyo.. me ar... quiTe "cha shui" lar... anYwhere .. everYthing is goinG weLL.. jz hav to praCtisE more.. and familiaR with those... haha Tongue out ganBattE oo.. hehe.. surE u caN do it de ~
AfteR fun faiR .. finaL eXam jor... so fasT =.=""".... so worrY.. I afraiD faiL d samE subs again.. I don'T wanT to faiL chemis.. coz.. ms chonG reaLLi helps me a Lot.. she is givinG few Of us extra leSsons everY Sat.... omg.. how nice she is ? she is reali a nc teaCher..realli hope I caN pass it.. ganBatteE oo!

27th AuGuSt ... GlaDDesT DaY..

DinT expecT to meeT triLLiguaL speech comPetiTion's BuddieS In Poi LAm...reaLLy so hapPy.. memorable hugS.. HappiEsT daY sincE I bacK frOm BuKiT MerTajam.. misS d daYs .. so mucH.. althoUgh the dayS canT Zzz anD eaT weLL..woRRying abouT d comPeTiTioN and felT dowN.. but D feeLing ~ meeT aGaiN.. reaLLy makeS me haPPy.. anD misS the DaYs.. a loT..

It makEs me reCaLL.. the daYs .. practiSinG speechES..miSs d daYs.. aLthoUgh thE daYs.. are quiTe harD.. dono hoW mucH TeaRs droppEd..lolx.. OmG..timeS flieS.. h a i x.. so MaO duN.. beFoRe comPeTitION wisH it pasSes faster.. now.. miSs d daYs.. tHis is humaN's NaTuRe.. loLx..

So misS d daYs.. reaLLy so miSs d daYs.. with.. Ms. Annie... and friends..
I thank U.. froM d bottoM of mY hearT, for yr encouragemenT & Patience all TheSe Days, Im so touchEd... You look aS sweeT as Yr SmiLe, anD U are the Greatest TEACHer ~ Ms. AnNiE....~ LuV u~..Tongue out

feeling... d o w n 25th AuGust

time.. flies..
mood .... getting down..
nt confident .. nt "happy go lucky" like before..
national level trilligual speech competition over.. I should feel relax. but then.. it's opposite...
just now my gd fren said .. she wants to stay for senior 3.. n .. it is weird.. I feel nth.. n ..I din hv some sorts of thinking.. like want to stay for 1 more year..
mayb.. life for now.. is really makes me feel tired.. should I use the word "tired".. I think that's nt tired.. I hv no idea wit using wat word.. to express it out..
and these days.. ppl ... things around.. giving me kinda ..heavy burdens.. I feel.. wish to cry when I m alone..
I wish I m too sensitive.. and it is not real.. teachers .. sometimes u guys r very nc.. bt I can feel out somethg different..
thats nt a nc feeling..
I nd something.. bt nt this .... mayb I m a student.. who cant reach yr lvl.. bt .. u know.. I m ..
frenz.. like going far.. nt vy close like bfore.. mayb is becoz growing up.. n nt talkative like bfore... me .. myself.. jz wish to be silent.. sometimes.. n I can feel .. many frenz too.. coz.. v r all facing different pressure.. and thing.... ppl..
no one is understanding me...in fact .. I think is me.. myself .. cant let ppl understand.. or.. I m too emotional..
teacher and frenz around me ...are nice... I think is my own prob...
I wish I can get out from this condition...
hoping new life .. can start soon..
pls.. time ..fly faster.. bt .. I miz my frens.. and teachers so much.. my heart is kinda.. mao dun..
anywhere.. days must pass.. things hv to be over.. and human need to grow right..?
I prefer new lifestyle.. ..better than now.. in fact.. thats only months there..
I know what should I do.. but it seems like.. I m not doing it..
wow.. what happen to me..!!!
dont worry be happy.. this sentence .. is easy to say.. bt it's complicated.. and difficult to attain...
come on.. cheer up.. for me to feel hopeful.. I must come to believe.. in my future.. I can attain my goal...
ganbatte..
u r thinking too much e v o n...take a deep breathe..and think positively.. n there will be a nicer..wonderful view.. !!!!
lolx.. just like a crazy person.. talking to myself..
wow.. I have typed a lot of rubbish here.. I din expect tat.. is rather long..
anywhere .. this is just my rubbish words..
I will cherish myself.. and the things around me..
CHEER UP !! no 1 can help u .. instead of u .. yrself...! lolx.. advising myself.. kinda crazy ...

Im back.. 21th AuGust

Came back from Bukit Mertajam ald..

It's a great and nice competition..I din regret take part in trillingual speech competition..during competition days cant zzz and eat well.. and worry this and that.. but I like d days.. the memorable hugs .. before left.. .

miss the days so much... with buddies.. dono when we can gather again..

I love u .. ms annie.. u r a great teacher... really .. thanks for all these days yr patience.. and encourages..
after this competition.. cant talk with u always ald... is quite sad... anywhere.. u really make me feel touched... and also.. I will not forget the days with u forever...
thx .. shin er..
I m rather satisfied with the result.. but eng.. haix .. I m quite confident wit that compare wit malay .. but it turns out.. I feel very sad abt that... I like this competition.. make a lot of frens..
feel very d o w n.. and miss the days so much.. but time flies...
... MS ANNIE... THX AND LUV U SO MUCH.....!!!!!! U R A GREAT AND FABULOUS TEACHER !

competition le...^^ ganbatte en... 14th AugUst


ganbatte oo.. hehe .. tomolo go to Bukit Mertajam national level trillingual competition ald..
bit nervous.. bit looking forward..
I will do all my best..
hehe^^... .... ganbatte ...
I will do all my best.. teachers thanks ...
I want to prove it...........................