today

same...
these days I slept at 1am, 2am or later than 3am..
woke up at 11am or later..
today I woke up at 12.23pm..
I was shocked..
my family went to THESTORE and came back..
=.=""
they woke me up..
when I woke up..
I went to have a look at my phone..
omg.. it shocked me..
a msg from someone
she said has some bad news abt me..
need to tell me..
I wish to send her a msg, ask her wat's happeing..
the msg cant send out..
suddenly I realized..
its out of credit..
cox.. the caller ringtones have deducted my credit..
T.T
now my balance is -0.00..
>.<
its like dracula..
sucking my "blood" all the times. haha..
so I forced to ask her in msn...
haha..
u know .. wat?
she said I haven finish reading the msg..
at the bottom of the msg..
it said.. its a Christmas gift..
omg.. it dint seemed like Christmas gift..
and the msg even asked me..
did u feel touch..?
"I think I m the 1st person give u christmas gift..
nope u r wrong..
haha..
madam goh and ms annie gave the christmas gifts 1st..
they gave me before holiday..
so sweet ...^^
love them..


I m going to be 10th child 's aunt..
next month,means 2009's january..
my 4th sis going to give birth a baby boy..
we were choosing a name for her little baby boy..
they were four options.. she chose herself. IVAN, LUCAS, JONAS & ALVIN..
at last she chose IVAN..
she said its rather nice ..
but have to listen her dear hubby's opinion too..
haha..
IVAN means gift from god, same meaning as JOHN
nice too^^

woowoo T.T

woowoo T.T
my msn is not working..
cant sign in..
=.=""

learnt car from my dad

learnt driving from dad ..

took about an hour ..
I took my car license more than 2 months..
9th Sep took the car license..
=.=""
my dad still doesnt allow me to drive alone..
he said..
"when I feel u r able to drive alone.. I will only let u drive.."
u know ..?
what r the reasons my dad doesnt allow..
lolx.. its because..
I dono how to park a car properly,
I will collide with....>.<
dono how to move the car backward,
park straightly..
he will only give me drive his "mr old" honda ..
its older than me ?
or dono.. maybe same age..
ABU .. lolx..
nvm ..
can drive ok liao..
I think if collide ..
he wont so "heart pain"..
but of cox... I will do my best to prevent all this ^^
I think I'm a "direction idiot"..
lolx.. jz now trained by dad..
it's better..
haha.. I can do it..
really need time to familiar with those directions...
my dad always said..
how can u pass the car test..
I said.. =.=""
that time I was smart..
lolx.. in fact.. I'm not..
said the truth ..
last time when I was learning car with the trainer..
parking was just like a piece of cake to me..
a car was successfully parked..
within 5 mints..
now..=.=""
what's happenening..
and the car trainer told me how many rounds I need to turn the steering..
so the 2nd time onwards..
I seemed like so expert liao..
but in fact..
its not my real ability..
haha..
today I can park better liao..
should say ..
I successfully park..
and improved!
wahaha :D
but.. I accidentally >_<"haiz..
neighbour's plants became flat because of me..
=.="""
lolx..
he doesnt know..
hope he is still continue blurring..@.@
don care lar..
improved!
is the most important thing..
HOORAY! love u dad.. muacks =D
hehe.. this is my dad..
always so patient..
but too caring ald..
make me feel..
too restrain..
haha....
nvm.. he is my dad..^^

work energetically.. laptop@.@

now onwards..
I have to do better...
work energetically..
aim better..
do better..
study hard..
this time is true!
do my best...
no disappointment..!!
I'll do my best to PROVE it..
I have been a failure these two years..
I can do better.. but I gave up the chance..
and try to be lazy ..
now onwards.. no more LAZY ..


My laptop.. >.<""
omG..
have to take it to hospital
and check up ald..
=.="
it sicks ..
sick heavily..
maybe take it for body check up next week..
without it .. my life gonna be miserable..
but in the way other round..
is good ..
I can concentrate on study..
and its a holiday now..
is a good time for me to work harder..

Indecisive

I m too indecisive ...
I shouldnt change my mind always..
at 1st I was so stubborn ..
most of them persuaded me to stay for senior 3,
and I said NO!
half month ago I decided to stay for senior 3..
now..
I have changed my mind again..
not to stay..
should say in this way..
I m not changing my mind..
but .. .. .. .. ..
perplexing .. .. .. .. .. ..
last decision STAY!!!

life...

I m wonder, what is life?
erm... no an exact answer..
there's a lot of "sour" , "sweet", "bitter" , " spicy " or maybe "tasteless" events...
what v think and decide to do later..
sometimes.. it will really go according as what u think..and what u have planned..
sometimes... its not..
if its not... ...
u have to has a self preparation.. to overcome all the problems..
I understood...!
want to success, its not easy as eating using a spoon, fork or a pair of chopsticks..
when u dint have any spoon, fork or chopsticks for a simple meal..
u have to think out a way how to eat it...
do u know it..?
yes I do..
if u ask me ..
can u ..?
and I will answer .. YES I CAN!
maybe I will fall down..
but everyone has to fall down before they grow mature..
right?
Yup!
I agreed with u..
maybe I'm too "pure", dono wat's the word.. suffer
but please.. respect my decision..
maybe 1 year later I will change my mind..
its hard to say.. and hard to make a divination..
this is ME..
Im stubborn... is true
sorry!

22/11 ~ 23/11 ...

22nd was GuoZheng's B'day..
they went to Genting ..
erm.. I din.. o.O..
few days ago.. damm.. sad..
my GB's account got banned..T.T
haix..played that for year"s".....
now playing the other account....
wanna level up fast.. now gold axe le..^^
still very low..la.. compare with my last account..

some times.. u r warm..some times.. u r blur blur de..
@.@""
T.T
and actually I feel.. bit xin ku..
cox...there's a person between us..
she's our sis..
and we have to care her..
but .. .. I feel.. .. .. .. .. .. .. ..
care .. is not sms everyday and chat everyday...
T_T""
but she's nt understand ........................
.. really ..
haix =(
but.. never mind..
I'm still okay with that..
cox she 's still young ^^
hope she will know.. wat's the different between 3 of us..
^.^>love ya<^.^

baba and mummy.. coming back tonight...^^
miss them .. hehe..
sis.. came backt too^^
happy^^
but sis going to leave tomolo morning..
so soon ..@.@
miss ya..

my w580i.. T.T..

5 months only leh..
the keypad..
started to have small rift.. ald..
T.T...the keypads..T.T
woowoo.. sad sad..
Y .. Y?
anyone can tell me..
wat to do...?
can it be repair?
T.T

^^

thx for this....
is so sweet.. and warm..
^^.. haha.. although is not draw by u..
but.. is ... nice..^^

thanks dear..
^^
Mm.. u r stronger now ..
and better now..
compare with last time..
and thx for yr care..
I know u can settle the thing very well..
finally I found that.. u r really "man" ald..
haha..u got the power le..
love u ..
hope u can give me the confident..
and cares..
both of us .. oso dono .. how long can v ..
hope we can last forever...

decided..

finally I found that..
I m not well prepare..
to go for a new circumstance..
I have decided...
STAY for senior 3..
=)
today ..17.11.2008.. love you.. rmb this day..
thx dear..

xiao yu dian..3 days 2 nights

our group ..
mickey..
same..
I cried like mad..
just cant control..
myself..o.O
they din get any places for talent show..
bit disappointed..
but.. they are great.. jx two days..
they performed it out..
they got 1st in newspaper making..
Mm..
jux like wat ms chang said..
places are not important..
but..process..
Mm..
jx feel sad.. when typing ..
my heart.. is so sad..
unhappy..
cant smile out..
they are great ^^
I miss u guys..
they are really great..
miss the days so much..
principal persuaded me
to stay Senior 3 today..
she said bu she de..
=.=""
I was shocked..
she asked her son told me..
to stay s3..
his son.. jx back from aus..
mayb holiday.. or..
what the advantages..
I m thinking..
and mayb I will stay..
h a i x..
really so bu she de..
so bu she de..
ms chang is great..
a very good teacher..^^

gifts..

c.. how sweet is it..
gifts from mdm Goh.. ms annie .. and counseling society..
Mm..
should I stay for senior 3.. x.x
-.-...cox I m so bu she de..
UEC.. is the main problem.. can I ? =.=

Yue's B'day..& Ppl changed..

Kath made the cake..
blue berry cheese cake..
not bad..^^
Yue's b'day today..celebrate together with Kath..
she's this month too^^

This afternoon..h a i x..T_T
she is not she anymore..
changed..
haix..bitterly disappointed
is 360 degree.. changed..
scary.. reali scary..
r da same "gang"..all r fake..
my decision was rite..
no 1 is perfect..but its too over..
w h y ? U r hurting my gd fren..
since when u n I .. r seemed like so far..

gifts from..

gifts from ms Annie..
wow.. so sweet ^^
1 is souvenir & 1 is graduation gift..

hooray..^^ + sad..

hooray..
phew..^^.. thx
mood is better now..
she was oways nice..
okay d..bygone let it bygone..
2 days left..& v got to say b....b....
the feeling is so.."sour"...
5 yrs..5 yrs..

today..10th November

today ..
was so down.... unhappy..x.x
problem again..
english essay..
was checked..teacher signed..
v dint let ms annie read it..
is my fault?
or isnt..?
I dint realize it was any mistake..
cox there is a signature from ms.r......
I ordered down .. pls let the teachers checked..
they did it .. double checked..
its not their fault ..
I understand..
it was an obvious grammar mistake..
simple grammar.. after "to" it should be present tense..
ms re.. signed it.. and confirmed it was nth wrong..
ms re.. u....
I shouldnt criticize a teacher ..
I shouldnt..
but..
u reali deepening my hatred..
damm lazy..
is only 3 essays..
u jx couldnt bear to read all of it...
and jx signed it..
its not her fault anymore
.. is over..
it changed to our faults..
... h a i x.....
I'm tired on this..
really tired..
is enof..
got scolded .. uncountable times..
comments.. and blar blar blar..
Im not the chief editor..
every..time.. me..
this time she got scolded
from ms annie first..
nth different.....
again... me..
involved the most..
.. h a i x....
I wouldn't blame anyone..
cox.. all info wit me.. she's without pc..
she did her best too..
v did our best..
y .. still problem ?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=(.. I hate this feeling.. ms annie .. was angry..
I've to admit.. was our negligence ..
dint triple checked it..
s o r r y..was my fault..
=(.. I've nth to say in reply..
h a i x .. .. .. ... ...
is over.. .. .. .. .. ..
everything will pass tml..
tml is a brand new day.. ..
Mm... hope so..
was published.. it's fact..

8th November.. Graduation DaY.. unwilling to parT..

Today..
Graduation Magazine..
finally Out..
really tough to make a magazine..
x.x
get scolded..
and so many comments..
Graduation Day..
tears..
a lot of us cried..
especially girls..
the feeling..
separate..
is so.. "sour"..
today recall a lot of ..
junior's events..
senior's events..
with friends..
with teachers..
today when I saw..
ms annie..
she recalls my memory ..
on training days..
all the teachers..
who taught me before..
Mm..
the feeling..
but ms chong.. is rather.. cool..
x.x
wanna say thanks ..
but ..
she's so cool that.. I dono
how to continue my words..
next thursday..
I must thanks her..
from the bottom of my heart..
many of us..
wanna thx her..
Junior 1..
3 months in 1J3 ~ ms leow was my form teacher..
1J4.. 8 months.. ms lai.. my form teacher..
Junior2~ 2J3..
ms chong.. dint realize..
that.. actually ..
ms chong is a sweet and nice teacher..
Junior 3~3J3..
mr teh.. he helped me a lot too.. thx
Senior 1~ S1S2..
mr amos.. ....
Senior 2 ~ S2S2..
is madam Goh..my form teacher..
I love her.. very much..
she 's so nice..
she likes my second mum..
....
espcially the days in SG..
she's so nice..
like to be with her..
u will feel warm..
Ms Chong...
she 's nice..
really nice..
Mm... maybe she doesnt know..
all of us..
like her..
and respect her..
very much..
she teaches us.. very well
I like to attend her lesson..
hehe..
she tells jokes ...
she 's giving us extra class..
every sat..
for only 3 of us..
x.x
she said nth..
erm.. actually..
dono y..
she gives ppl a feeling..
which is nice..
and others will respect her..
she talks sweetly.. sometimes..
haha
Ms Annie..
how sweet..
haha..
her cares..
she talks softly..
giving supports..
and so on..
really enjoy the days..
training with her..
^^
hehe..
I wont forget her kinds..
mr haris..
haha..
funny one..
always tell jokes..
makes us laugh..
but .. its bad.. that..
he always pull girls' pony tails..
x.x
girls... dislike it..
of cox.. I hate it..
but haha..
he is a good teacher..
so nvm..
ms leow..
she's nice too..
ms chang .. mr eng .. ms chin..
ms chu .. and ..
there's a lot of teachers .. which I need to thx.. them
...
today..
really ..
makes me recall a lot of ..
past events..
secondary school life..
...
passes so fast..
thx.. teachers..
thx .. friends..
thx poi lam..
thx..
cox.. u guys .. have given me..
a lot of chance..
took part in speech.. debate.. competition..
lolx.. singing.. too..
haha..
and kids' camp..
it gives me a lot of fun..
I like kids..
cox.. they are true..
they will not act..
and they are .. sweet..
this is my last year ..
to be helper..
....
today.. really touched..
I got a lot things ..
wanna tell ..
wanna express out..
but ..
I cant express and tell it..
all...
SMILE.. ALWAYS..
IT MAY SET MOST OF THE THINGS STRAIGHT..
I SMILE ..
WHEN I M SAD..
WHEN I M HAPPY..
NO MATTER .. WAT CONDITION..
SMILE ...
conclusion.. I m thinking.. should I stay back for senior 3..
one more year .. ??
should I ..? I m so bu she de.. so bu she de..
photos...

tomorrow...

tomolo.. is graduation day..
feel.. rather...
Mmm...
continue tomorrow .. x.x

6th....

time flies..
miss the days so much..
8th will be graduation day..
the feeling..
is sour..

today..

today finished chinese and bm papers..
mm.. o.o
worry abt bm and chinese results..
anywhere target for credits..
if possible of course B..
chinese hope to get a B..
:P
today I saw something..
=.="""
which I felt shock..
she.. married.. came back with a baby..
last time she was in brass band..
and learnt art with me before..
jx for a few classes..
she only older than me one year..
today she brought a baby back..
she gave birth a baby...
only 18...
oMg...
how's her future..
haix..
maybe she doesnt think abt it..
and maybe her husband love her very very much...
haix..
but.. really feel so...
dont know how to say..
and dono why..
why..
today I was nt really happy..cox some1
she doesnt pay a single cent for the food..
and said.. this is not nice .. so make her no mood to eat..
omg..
I really dislike her noob.. atittude.. stop acting.. enough..
but.. what can I do..
now most of the ppl know the true face of....
but why some still blur...
with her..???
she acts very well..
stop acting lar..
tml will be LC.. after tomolo.. then left 3 more papers lu..
bio ..
chem...
physics.. paper 1
haha...
8 am to 9 am..
so cool..
I hope to pass chemis and bio..
really ...
haha
hope ..

the processes ... for paper 1 :P

haha.. c.. finished prepare works lu..
:P
will hand it up on next Tuesday..
this is the last paper for art..
after art ... we are having chinese lit on the same day
....
...
chinese lit..
haha..
ganbatte ba :P
^^

paper 1.. design art.. + winnie (my niece works..haha)

two pieces of prepare works ..
have paint yet..
:P
is SkySkrapers words design with high buildings...

its.. my niece..winnie's work ..
cute right?
four little penguins..
parents and kids..