I m ......

I keep on persuading myself and told myself,
I m ok, I m happy, I feel nth with that.
I m alright.
In fact, was a lie.
I cant stop the feeling of mind.
I know it's not as deep as the wide ocean deepness.
some one said his tears keep on falling non stop, when he saw his love one hug with other guy.
I understand his feeling, I was affected by his words.
u can feel how deep the love is.
Nothing can compete.
I tried to act nth.
Instead .. u know..
is unhappy..
jx let time pass by..
everything will go away..
hehe..
frenz.. better than anything..
words are easy to say out..
when come to action, how many is true and really do it?
lolx.. countless... maybe 8 out of 10.

my new hair style..

我的新发型哦。
玉米头，哈哈。
当然不是整头，是一半一半的。
说真的觉得有点后悔，但又觉得不错。
后悔的是玉米头超级伤头发，因为玉米烫是靠热把它像烧焦似的让头发形成玉米状，所以阿...伤。
我的头发~~
不错的是，我的发型还算满意哦。
但手感感觉怪怪的的，可能第一次吧，因为以往都是拉直的。
其实学校不允许的。
但是当回到学校时头发绑了起来，老师们是会看到的，但不会明显哦。
因为都竖起来的麻。
加上，我的刘海是直的，所以阿，还好哦。
感到心疼，又开心。
没关系吧，让头发在这2009年里长了再修掉坏的部分。
再来的是，等待头发长到..能把所有玉米发都能减掉，全都是新头发时再拉直。
哈哈。
今天，挺开心，也蛮喜欢我的新发型。
是一个不错的尝试。
人嘛，总要尝试...^^

Genting with my lovely family..^^

I should post this up earlier, before the previous article.
Haha..
But I was lazy, there were quite a number of photos need to be uploaded.
I tried to delay as long as possible.
I'm going to rebond my hair later,
so, I'm free now,
instead of playing game, better come here and create a new article for my 1 day Genting trip.

It happened 3 days ago.
I came back from Cameron on Sunday night,
then on Monday morning,
I needed to wake up before 6.
I was totally exhausted.
It was our family trip, so I forced to go.
In fact, I love it, with family, the feeling was different.
There were kids, I forced to play with them, and they wasted my time.
Its rather "childish" for me.
Haha.. but then I played too.
luckily my eldest niece is 12 yrs old, is only 5 yrs different.
We played some excited & scary game.
Lolx..
I think I'm rather "cha shui", after playing that, I feel like want to vomit.
But of cox, I dint.
really.. I love this day so much.
We tot quite a number of photos here.
have a look ^^

e box..

Today was a great day.
We hung out and sang k at e box.
There were 15 persons.
Wow, it was great.
Haha, 2 pairs of fake "couples" and a pair of real couple sang 3 romantic songs.
OmG.. the scene was so touched.
Haha..
Today we celebrated Jun Yip,Xiao Zhu and Ying's birthday.
External was a lie, in fact, many of them can sing very well.
It really impressed me.
Especially Jia Lun, he cut his hair, he looks smarter.
Wen Qiao, Jia Lun, Jun Yip and all have a nice vocal.
Wow...^^
hang out again next day!
wanna c more photos..?
pls visit www.khaloon.blogspot.com
in fact, he was the only camera man that day.








do u know who is Jun Yip and Wen Chiao?
haha .. look at here..
I grabbed it from somewhere..

时光飞逝...

怀着期待的心情参加了第六界少年领袖集训营。
营完了后，
心理充满了感触，与伤感。

两年就那样过去了，但记忆里的情景却还很清晰。

记忆也随着岁月的增加而增添色彩，因为领袖营一年举办两次。

听到领袖营因某些原因要停办时，立时心里突然感觉沉重了。

到了晚上感觉依然沉重，shinheng告诉我时，我起初不以为然，到了晚上，我鼓起勇气向张老师说到，领袖营真的不能办下去吗?他的回应是"如果能的话，就算100届我也办下去"，这句话让我哽咽了，我忍不住留下泪来，我深深体会到老师讲那句话的感触。
我真的不希望这么棒的营就那样停下来。

当天晚上，虽说星光大道这活动算是成功，但是我却一点满足的感觉也没有。

当时，心里的感觉真的很沉重。

我深深的希望，有下一届的存在，让我这段记忆不要停留在那些画面，而是增添更多少年领袖集训营的点点滴滴。

感恩夜，世豪与我哭了，留下泪来，这次的泪与往常的不舍不一样，这次的泪来自心中那种万般感触与对领袖营的不舍而落下，其中的点点滴滴，无法用言语一一述说，却百般滋味在心头。
我对少年领袖集训营，与平常对待其他营的感觉不一样，里头有着我成长，让我改变，让我体会，让我...

我的义姐姐，督导们就如我的哥哥，感情非一般，不是常见面，但见面时感觉却如此亲切，少年领袖集训营已成为我的常期假期伴侣，假期一来临，很多人就会发信息给我，怎么样阿，又去吗?感觉如此普通，但却如此的奇妙，这是这两年来一放假跑不了的过程。

谢谢领导集训营，衷心的谢谢。
我真的不希望，会有停止的那一刻...有尾声的一天。

第三届，第四届，第五届，第六届的点点滴滴..