25th, 26th and 27th ... life..

26th.. I printed out some of the patterns drawing which I have
searched on net..



omg..
I m extremely confuse..
with what I wanna draw...
there are two options for me..
in fact there are 5 choices.. but I think ..
only embellish and valves..



suit me.. and maybe these are the only two I can handle..
my fren phoned me.. told me... she 's scare.. and blah blah blah..
at first.. I have an 1st idea .. of
embellish a wall.. with patterns.. as

all the ppl in Malaysia.. din do this..
often.. and oso... I feel it is easier..
and my fen..said.. she wish to embellish a wall too.. then ... .... ....
I think twice.... I gave up .. with the 1st idea.. then.. I consider..
car embellishment...=.= then give up the idea again...
at last... when I back home from bro-in-law's house...
I got an idea.. with what I wanna draw...
is an ornament fish body...
dono what others feel like... I got the idea.. from a picture..
which I searched on net..
is a lamp with fish body.. and this paper is observation and experience.. it's what I want.. haha....... luckily.. I got it....
I draw with what I observe..
the fish out shape.. then I design patterns and drawing for it's body.. dono what other might think.. on my drawing.. maybe it's ugly.. but ..
I ..... it's nice to draw for me... I
can draw whatever I want..
and create some new patterns on the body.. hehe
.................................................................
maybe others will treat it as statue ..
ornament... lamp... and blah blah blah..... but ....
as long as it's an object with embellishment..
hope I can got a better result with it...
tonight I drew ... one piece... and throw it into dustbin... =.="""
thats ugly.. I cant accept...it..
maybe others may vomit.. lolx... then its about 8.45pm..
or dono 8.50pm.. there was MsAstro chinese international pageant 2008 final...
I feel "zan nian" for No.8 Renee...
she so beautiful and charming... she got the most shang jin xiao jie...
but she cant got into top 5...
Mm... =.=""" and No.10.. Kelly.. her presentation was so good...
and impressed.. on that night..
was so obvious.. she will got the champion...
she's nice... she spoke well... and steady...
and her talent show.. impressed me.. haha...
No.3....omg .. to me ... she was a black horse...
dint expect .. that.. she can got into top 5...
she's beautiful...like a china girl...
but her speaking has to improve oo..
the host said... her eyes.. can send msg with electricity..
haha may be I m a girl... so I cant feel anything ....
o.o in fact... I din realize she was exist... in the top 10
.. haha No.1 ... she got into top 5... with the sms voting..
. to me... she was not one of my xin shui...
but ... as long as ... she was chosen by the audience..
so maybe she got her glamor... no.4...
was the most hot... spot... at 1st to me...
she was rather pretty... but time longer
... I feel she 's normal actually...
but her skin... is extremely well..
she's 25... omg..she looks younger than her age ...very much... she got the 1st in sms voting.. c .. how geng she was... haha no.5... I dono her much
... and dono why she got into top 5...
haha is judge choice.. din have any comment...
at last ... ms racheal TAN....
my favourite one.. she's so charming...
and have a nice body line.. she speak well..
she is a lawyer...
omg.. and she also got the champion in HK..
when she represented malaysia...
for the international pageant competition in HK...
she was the only one.. who got the champion in HK
... she got my heart... haha...

c....
haha
there was also a universe chinese singing competition...same time ...
it make me changing the channel here and there..
and my mum scolded me...
cox she wanted to watch the ms astro...
I m so disappointed .. that DEBBY...
cant get the highest top ten marks..
but nvm... there is another 70 % for tomolo... self choosing song..
hope she can get into top 10...
haha...
=.=""
I dislike yan wan qian... but she was in...
I like DEBBY vocal... and her singing style..
her singing was always attract me...
to me...
she is more talented than her brother...
her brother.. was the champion for dono which year in Astro..
DEBBY was second..=.=""
=.=""
after watched all of the shows... then Zzzz lu...

26th... after went out breakfast.. I helped my eldest sis...
looked after her two kids..
my nephew and niece...
I din make up... jx put up the eye lashes...
hehe... few times....
still not very good in that lar.. the eye lashes want drop want drop like that...



haha... after all then went to ICCClub.. jor...
there went for a singing competition ...
in ICCClub..
OMG...
I wasted my time with them more than 7 hours...
from 12 something to 7 something at night..
we went home after finished dinner in ICCClub..
=.="""
super-duper xian...
haha...
my little niece... CANNY... she sang la nu wan...
I forgot to record.. her performance... she is only 4 yrs old..
can u imagine... how brave is she?
she won all of the ppl claps...
and screamed for her...
she got the loudest claps... from all the contestants..
she 's the younge
judges clap for her... and said that.. she can be a talented girl..
in the future...
haha... hope so... she is cute...
the girl and boy judge... sang with her.. down the stage..
and clap her hands..although CANNY singing was not that good...
but she is only 4 yrs old.. thats ... enough for her age..
she memorized...all the lyrics... she doesnt know how to read a single word.. oo
let look at her picture...
she's number 4...

this was another singing competition near parade... haha..
she got the claps and fond of judges too.. as she was the youngest oso.. haha
she got a consolation... :P

her brother... mr kelvin... of cox.. her brother can sing ... much much
better than her...
he sang "hao han ge"
yesterday...
see.. how yeng zai he was...
erm... there are too many geng ppl..
he cant get into top 5...
singing teacher was there...
she said... he was a bit out of pitch or ..
she said... he is very good... already..
his 1st time using "hao han ge" for the singing competition..
last time he was always using the "ji gong zhuan"
..act like a beggar zai.. is cute too... haha
his photo here... c his dark eye brown...
and his costume... like a mongolian...

haha... here is his video..

see.... he looks so smart... and I think he can sing well..
more experience later.....cox he was only 9 this year...=.=""
but he seems like 7 yrs old.. u c his height... haha

27th......

slep only this morning 5am... after finished the drawing at 3am..
then went to watched the singing competition redo..
as .. I was back late yesterday.. so dint watch it...
cox... my sis' children...
and they went out for dinner... cx.. only three of us ate in ICCClub...
they haven so went out and eat...
wooowoo...
late liao..
these are my preparatory studies... still got one more... in process...
haha... haven paint yet.. but ald draw the outline...
my sis said it was quite plain.. but....
I think is okay ba.. any way... I will draw one more piece and
try and c the effects... if not good... then throw ba... nvm de...
:P
as long as did my best.. mar.. right?hehe

two pieces of my preparatory studies.. there is one more but I haven complete it...hehe.. lolx.. actually I think my preparatory studies.. are not that well.. but anywhere.. this is the only thing.. I can think. . and wish to draw .. from all the titles given.. I chose embellish.. I embellish an object bodies.. it can consider as a ornament.. which can turn or move.. or a lamp.. with patterns.. dono they can feel .. wat's it or not.. hope they may lor.. hehe .............................................................................. exam coming on 29th...... art and physics paper... tml study physics... add oil... lor...+u

maths d, add maths.. -->art

today maths D paper was ok..
hope to aim for a credit..
dare not to expect high..
cox... it seems like .. I hv did quite a number of mistakes after discuss and got the answer from others ..
hope the paper will be alright..
maths d paper 2 will be next week.. hope to get a better result on it..
today add maths paper.. omg..
speechless on it.. one word to express the paper.. hard.. for me..
=.=""
now having holidays..
until next wednesday..
8.00 to 10.00 is art paper 2..
finally I got the idea with wat I wanna draw..
at first..very confuse..=.=""
now what I need to do is to do well in the prepare work.. do my best on it..
=)
I wish to get a better result for my art..
ganbatte.. I can de..
=)
after art paper 2 is the physics paper 2.. on the same day 2.30 to 4.15..
physics... o.o..
speechless also..
hope I can do it..
and hope the paper will be easier..
not as hard as the prelim...

miss teacher.. now.. miss her so so so much..
jx like my kei mummy..hehe =)

blu3..

why is me..
WHY.. WHY .. WHY WHY...
so clumsy..
forget to bring IC..
and driving to school..
baba is beside me.. if anything happen..
sure will implicate baba..
dint realize.. I din bring IC..
I told my self this morning.. I must remember IC..
must must must ..
but finally no..
I hate my foolish behavior..
today I m just like a fool..
run here and there.. in order to find ms lee..
I m extremely fear.. I cried.. and cried.. so damm fish..
ms chai is nice..
but.. I m disappointed with...
is ok..
I know wat is happening.. and it's human nature.. anywhere..
thx guo zheng...
her contact lens dropped down..
cox me .. she's scare when she late to the class..
and sweating..
so sorry too..
I m so down and unhappy now.. pls save me ..
the 1st test start...
my mood is extremely down..
I m always unhappy..
easy to get angry..
why why why ..
pls.. dont let anything happen after this .. pls..
that's too enough for me..
I cant tahan with it.. anymore..
really..

21st..

today is english paper .. 2.30 to 4.15..
then 5 to 6.40..
omg.. .. this is the 1st time..
I hv exam until so late..
sky is dark..
and raining..
drove back home .. a bit scare scare...
father is beside me.. he's too worry abt her daughter..
x.o...
make me feel thats too over.. anywhere.. he is a good father..
sometimes bit stubborn .. but he's nice ..
today paper.. is quite tough..
hope .. will take a credit..
=)
tomolo.. having add maths..
a bit hopeless on add maths.. but anywhere.. I will do my best..
and study it...
ganbatte

1st day .. written test...

wat is happening to me..
did such careless mistake..
either .. or ..
hope.. it wont affect much..
=) smile... and study hard for the following test..
tomolo we are having english papers..
hope I can do well..
and I will do all my best for the following papers..
=)..
this is part of my future..
and is rather important..
+u +u..
today unhappy will be past .. and new day will start in a few hours time..
no more down..

O level paper test start..

it accompanied me abt 3 yrs times..
tomolo.. is chemistry paper 2..
omg.. time fli3s..
add oil ba..
after this exam..
I will nt touch chemis anywhere..
jz cherish it..^^
thx teacher..

came back from SG.. ald.. there is a lot of photos.. memorable one..

vin vin and me.. ^^

four of us.. :P

this pao are so nice.. with soup inside.. haha

pretty right? haha.. jz kidding

that's me.. with new eye lashes.. ^^
with make up.. haha

sister.. become more lady jor..
and younger jor.. haha

omg.. my lovely form teacher..

c... christine and me..

yin chaen and me.. memorable one..haha


c .. teacher and me .. yeah yeah

c.. the place we live.. apple lodge.. this is aunty helen..she's extremely nice..
if want to study at SG.. go and contact her..
^^


its a nice trip.. haha.. I love it..
it has improved our friendship and also the relationship with teachers and friends..
I love u guys.. muacks..
I scare the day we separate.. but
it has to come too right?
so ...anywhere .. keep in touch..

in SG now... "big bleeding"

"big bleeding"...=.=""
haha..
went to Bugis for the whole day.. then went to vivo city..
omg.. I told my sis.. I wil not buy anythg..
but at last..
use almost thousand ringgit..
crazy =.=""
now.. must han han and han..
cant buy things ..again..
just use for eat..
save the money for the last day..
yesterday went to sing K.. was so happy..
took many photos.. there were so nice..
make up..
like yesterday feel..
I like my new eye lashes .. it nice to make up with it..
with my con... it makes my eyes.. become bigger..
haha..^^
today biology practical..
fish..cut the gills out.. omg..
so many blood...=.=
haha..
its smelly..
anywhere is better.. than draw the plants ..
haha
...
SG is a nice place... thx sis..
because of u r here... I can buy anything I want!!
what I want.. u just buy for me .. without saying anything..
I love u .. muacks.. forever my good sis..^^

tml night..

tml night 10pm..
go to SG ald..
time fli3s..
going to practical soon..
now ..
bit looking forward..
bit.. scare..
there's 3 practical tests..
=.="""
+u+u
..do all my best...
best wishes .. and forever good lucks.. ^^
ganbatte...
+u+u

sry..

sry.. I dint intend to be rude..
anywhere I did it..
jz wanna to say sorry..
I m easy to feel angry these.. days..
dono wat's going on..

2nd of Oct..

5 days left..
practical test..
17 days left..
20th is the chemistry paper..
ganbatte..
do all my best ^^

last class meeting jor..

was last class meeting..
form teacher didnt go for recruitment ..
in order to discuss d last class meeting wit us.. jaja
before voting for class gathering..
committee.. spoke something..
which are rather touched.. haha
cox.. it's a last class meeting..
then..
we were voting for the class trip ..
BBQ, prom night and buffet..
at last, most of the ppl chose BBQ in cameron..
hope it will be a nice trip..
after this trip ..
dono .. when will we meet again..
h a i x..
so bu she de..
sure.. I will miss my dears.. in PL
I love u ppl..
becox of u guys..and PL
I grow..
there were a lot of fun..unhappy and precious moments..
PL.. let me grow up a lot.. especially in mental..
become more mature..
teachers gave me an opportunity to take part in national level trillingual speech competition..
this really let me grow up a lot. and learn a lot of thing..
miss the days.. practicing.. although it was tough..
tears dropped.. haha..
especially the days.. went to B.M with Shin Er and Ms Annie..
it's so memorable..
while typing.. now .. I m feeling.. sad..
wish to cry..
lolx..
really..
anywhere..
keep in touch..
u guys are forever in my heart.. love u ..
S2S2 .. ganbatte +U+U
really wish to thx many ppl..
especially ms annie, ms chong, mdm goh, a lot of teachers.. and my dear buddies..
I love u guys..muacks
thx .. for accompany me.. in this secondary school's life.. thats great..

is .. Shan's 17th birthdaY.. the last celebration with her in PL.. c .. this is some memorable photos.. sum teacher's daY photos...

most of the girls cried..
it was d last celebration with Shan in PL..
next celebration will be dono.. when..
and most of us.. wil be at different places..
it was rather touched..
memorable pictures..
and memorable moments..

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next Sat v will b going to SG...
for practical tests..
time flies..
h a i x..
is different like wat I tot..
tot it wil b happy..
bt actuali it's nt..
hv to study..there..
nt enof time.. ald..
no mood for playing... here and there..
of cox.. reach there.. sure cant tahan with ..
shopping.. playing n ...
bt really hv to study le..
ms chong said 5 credits..at least...
bm, eng, chinese, bio, chemis,art n maths D..
try my best...
physics, LC n add maths..
try best la.. these subs.. 0.1 % hope for passing..
chemis n maths D.. o.o
quite worry..
Im rather regret.. y dont I study n work a bit harder since last year..
its nt easy to pass..for me.. .
really hv to try my best..
I dont wish to break ms chong n mr haris record..
really doesnt wish..
my result..
d...m...
h a i x~~~
dad n mum went to China.. abt one week liao..
miss them.. so much..
love u ~~

today ... and she's deepening my hatred..

Words can cut as sharply as any blade, And those words leave scars upon our souls not our skin!
h a ix.... I went to one of my buddies' blog..
I cant imagine..
she's hurt by her too..
being a teacher should be encouraging students all d ways...
and helps..
does she?
she's really so..
urgh..
she hurts me..
deeply...
not just once..
the ways she talks ...
the atittude she behaves...
maybe she doesnt knows..
it will hurts ppl feeling..
but..
pls use yr smart brain ..
before using yr big mouth..
I know...as a student shouldnt criticize a teacher..
but she really hurts many students' feeling..
she is killing ppl interest in studying for her sub..
this is why I'm so fond of ms annie and ms chong..
cox.. they are really help..
they are encouraging and helping the students..
all d ways.. they do all their best..
now maybe u r better compare with last time..
but it doesnt seems any different..
cox many ppl feelings.. have been hurt by u..
I hope u may change.. h a i x...
today.. many teachers were absent...
maybe sick...
Its happy during school time...
today teachers' absent..
give us a good time..
for discussing the works..
and chatting..
enjoyed the time...
but time flies..
especially..
the last two periods...
we were happily chatting ...
suddenly.. bell rang o.o
haha..
its really a nice time..
after graduate..
will nt have much chances to gather ..
and chit - chat..
today some of d papers were distributed..
some will be distribute later...
bit worry too..
anywhere ...
jz wait for it...
this Sat is edu fair..
hav a look at those courses..
and choose wat I really want..
time really flies.....
be happY...

finaL 3xam is over...

final exam was jz over..
I guess..
papers wil b distribute soon..
Life is like an onion: You peel it off one layer at a time, and sometimes you weep.

failure...

is down..
hot tears welled up..
why I cry?
others subs.. I will not..
isn't it seems to be stupid..
40 sth again..
again.....and again...
d moment when I heard..
d word..f--l..Im reali so unhappy...
eyes r hot..
mood changed immediately...
I really.. cant smile..
I cant continue the lesson...
mood is ...
so ...
d o w n ...
I hate myself.. idiot.. fool..
a failure......

down..

is d o w n...
so tired..
.....is difficult to breath..

She smiles sweetly
to hide her fear
to hide the pain
that is always near

Her stomach aches
from being sad
She wants to stop
feeling so bad

She wishes the world
were a happier place
that way she could put
a smile on her face

Will no one notice
the pain that's inside
Can no one see
how much she's cried

wanting to feel free
wanting to be happy
tired of pretending
there is no misery

What will it take
for people to know
that the smile she shows
is actually fake?

She has the world fooled
thinking she's pleased
with how her life's going
Can they be so naive

But someday soon
someone will see
and notice that there
is no bright moon

to light up her misery
to fade away pain
and make her really smile
once again....

............................................

is a blu3 day..

today.. is so blue..
h a i..x

so unhappY..

so unhappy..
everything is like a burden..
I cant breathe..
pls let me free..
haix.. bt it is impossible...
calm down..and be happy..
so that everyone around u will feel happy too..

todaY.. happy + sad..

today chemis.. I dint hv enof confident..
malay.. like out of topic ald..
h a i x.. wat's going on..
everything like going not very well..
I wish to be like this.. but it goes other ways round..
I really feel ms annie and ms chong r so nice..
^^
I like them..
I really so scare.. to disappoint ms chong..
I scare to fail chemis.. but..
ha ix..
I really dono.. today chemis paper. is quite..tough..
I feel..
mayb I m only one who feel tat..
I feel..
my attitude changed..
from bad to worst..
become no manners...
bad tempers...
easy to get angry..
and today I talked loud to father..in d phone..
omg..
haix...

mooncake festival + final exam...o.O

mooncake festival + final exam..
how to enjoy?
h a i x.......

pass le.. ^^

hehe.. Im happy..
I pass my car test..
so happy..
at 1st .. very panic ..
the little bukit =.=
finally all pass..
thats good..
our game stall more than 2000 tickets..
is great..
haha
now wanna concentrate on final exam already..
add oil lor..
^^

food&fun fair.. over..

fun & food fair is over..
our game stall got rather well outcome..
the tickets overflow..
use an extra tissue box..
full too..
wow.. that's amazing..^^
really glad..
our efforts r worth..
food stall.. is rather ok too..
fun & food fair over..
everythg will back to normal..
is it good or bad?
I dont know..
final exam is on this Sat..
and I'm doin nth..O.o
no exam's mood at all..
I believe no one likes exams too ..
lolx..
ms chong is great.. she's a nice teacher.. really..
ms annie .. hehe .. ^^.. so sweet... ^^.. really so thx her..
I know who treat me good.. and I will do all my best for them..
if need my helps .. I will do my best to help..
I will oso help automatically without the request too...
human can b vry good ..but.. who's true.. who's fake..
when time passes.. true nature.. will slowly show..
when nth happen.. everythin is nice..
when d person do smthg wrong... v will keep on talking d right & wrong ..
it's a prejudice..
h a i x... human nature..
mayb u & I are one of those..

5th of sep...

Sunday is fun fair already..
everyone is working so hard..
our class is vy co-operate..
that's great..
no arguing..
no complain..
I'm rather bad.. just help a little...
doin homeworks and playing there..
feel guilty...o.o
they are great..
really
have to praise them from the bottom of my heart..
hehe
hope that v can get a good outcome..
Ms Annie is a fabulous teacher..
I like her so much..
respect her..
as a teacher..
she do all her best for students..
Ms Chong too...
vy nice.. hehe ^^

h a i x..

be happy my dear..
u did all yr best..
yr tired face.. make feel so sad..
I wish to help u..
but I dono what to do..
h a ix... I m really so sad.. to c u being so tired cox ..
pls sleep earlier and take a good rest...
is not worth to think tat..
u r d best .. and the one I respect the most..
and the one I love the most..

OmG..

hooray.. 5 rounds .. completed..
thats good.. hehe ^^
next week car test.. ^^ ganbatte..
and
next Saturday final exam ald.. omg...
really so scary..
o.o
ganbatte en...

^^

car triaL test pass.. ^^
next week is real test..
bit worry.. especially going up to d little hill....
hehe.. today improve a lot.. change d gears automatically..
no need ppl remind.. hehe.. can control better ald.. hooray...
happy..
today many homeworks.. =.=""..
tomorrow 1500 meters running test.. =.="""
vomit "white bubbles.".... anywhere.. jz do all my best
ganBatte lar.. ^^

leTs hv a LooK at thEsE memOrabLe picTureS.. can U feeL thE haPpinesS? anD wiSh to keeP aLL theSe momEntS forEvEr... MeMorAbLe OnE... ^^

  The Moment - Kenny G   The Moment - Kenny G    

1st of sepTember.. me.. better mood.. ..

new months. .~ time flies....

feeLing... bit worrY & bit looKinG forward...

fun faiR coming in daYs ..

of cox wish ouR class S2S2 gameS staLL & food sTaLL.. has a satisying outcome.. ganBatte..

exams around the corneR.. aLL ouR teacheRs r so worrY.. and do aLL theiR best to help us.... and what m I doin heRe?

I'm reaLi so UseLess..

h a i x...

think positvelY .. be haPpy.. smiLe alwaYs..

nice msg ~

"a smiLe is a curve that seTs everything straight and wipes the wrinkLes awaY. Hope u receive a loT of smiLes TodaY and share a Lot of smiLes todaY."

"silenT and smiLe r two PowerfuL tooLs :

SmiLe is the waY to solve many ProBlems & Silence is the waY to avoid manY problems.

So have a silent smiLe for aways. "

these are so meaningfuL.. but .. is difficulT attain.. ~ be happY..

fUn FaiR.. toDaY.. TmL.. FiNaL exaM.. o.o

Times fLieS..........

nexT SunDAy fun faiR aLD.. hehe .. buddieS.. let's coMe to Poi LaM independenT scHooL oo.. anD of cox comE to S2S2... ouR cLasS plaY plaY.. a loT of fUn thereE... hehe.... anD oso S2S2's fooDsTaLL... TasTy and deLicioUs foodS...

Ms. AnnIe...a sweeT teachER.. I luv u.... ReaLi so nice To chaT with U .. and hv u around ..

toDay dinT taKe triaL caR tesT.. coz d JPJ nt free.. =.="" changEd to nexT TuesDay ald.. I'm road " chi" canT rmB the roads weLL de.. now.. ok Jor .. haha...

wanT caR teSt ald.. but stiL maTi enginE.. aiyo.. me ar... quiTe "cha shui" lar... anYwhere .. everYthing is goinG weLL.. jz hav to praCtisE more.. and familiaR with those... haha ganBattE oo.. hehe.. surE u caN do it de ~

AfteR fun faiR .. finaL eXam jor... so fasT =.=""".... so worrY.. I afraiD faiL d samE subs again.. I don'T wanT to faiL chemis.. coz.. ms chonG reaLLi helps me a Lot.. she is givinG few Of us extra leSsons everY Sat.... omg.. how nice she is ? she is reali a nc teaCher..realli hope I caN pass it.. ganBatteE oo!

27th AuGuSt ... GlaDDesT DaY..

DinT expecT to meeT triLLiguaL speech comPetiTion's BuddieS In Poi LAm...reaLLy so hapPy.. memorable hugS.. HappiEsT daY sincE I bacK frOm BuKiT MerTajam.. misS d daYs .. so mucH.. althoUgh the dayS canT Zzz anD eaT weLL..woRRying abouT d comPeTiTioN and felT dowN.. but D feeLing ~ meeT aGaiN.. reaLLy makeS me haPPy.. anD misS the DaYs.. a loT..

It makEs me reCaLL.. the daYs .. practiSinG speechES..miSs d daYs.. aLthoUgh thE daYs.. are quiTe harD.. dono hoW mucH TeaRs droppEd..lolx.. OmG..timeS flieS.. h a i x.. so MaO duN.. beFoRe comPeTitION wisH it pasSes faster.. now.. miSs d daYs.. tHis is humaN's NaTuRe.. loLx..

So misS d daYs.. reaLLy so miSs d daYs.. with.. Ms. Annie... and friends..
I thank U.. froM d bottoM of mY hearT, for yr encouragemenT & Patience all TheSe Days, Im so touchEd... You look aS sweeT as Yr SmiLe, anD U are the Greatest TEACHer ~ Ms. AnNiE....~ LuV u~..

feeling... d o w n 25th AuGust

time.. flies..
mood .... getting down..
nt confident .. nt "happy go lucky" like before..
national level trilligual speech competition over.. I should feel relax. but then.. it's opposite...
just now my gd fren said .. she wants to stay for senior 3.. n .. it is weird.. I feel nth.. n ..I din hv some sorts of thinking.. like want to stay for 1 more year..
mayb.. life for now.. is really makes me feel tired.. should I use the word "tired".. I think that's nt tired.. I hv no idea wit using wat word.. to express it out..
and these days.. ppl ... things around.. giving me kinda ..heavy burdens.. I feel.. wish to cry when I m alone..
I wish I m too sensitive.. and it is not real.. teachers .. sometimes u guys r very nc.. bt I can feel out somethg different..
thats nt a nc feeling..
I nd something.. bt nt this .... mayb I m a student.. who cant reach yr lvl.. bt .. u know.. I m ..
frenz.. like going far.. nt vy close like bfore.. mayb is becoz growing up.. n nt talkative like bfore... me .. myself.. jz wish to be silent.. sometimes.. n I can feel .. many frenz too.. coz.. v r all facing different pressure.. and thing.... ppl..
no one is understanding me...in fact .. I think is me.. myself .. cant let ppl understand.. or.. I m too emotional..
teacher and frenz around me ...are nice... I think is my own prob...
I wish I can get out from this condition...
hoping new life .. can start soon..
pls.. time ..fly faster.. bt .. I miz my frens.. and teachers so much.. my heart is kinda.. mao dun..
anywhere.. days must pass.. things hv to be over.. and human need to grow right..?
I prefer new lifestyle.. ..better than now.. in fact.. thats only months there..
I know what should I do.. but it seems like.. I m not doing it..
wow.. what happen to me..!!!
dont worry be happy.. this sentence .. is easy to say.. bt it's complicated.. and difficult to attain...
come on.. cheer up.. for me to feel hopeful.. I must come to believe.. in my future.. I can attain my goal...
ganbatte..
u r thinking too much e v o n...take a deep breathe..and think positively.. n there will be a nicer..wonderful view.. !!!!
lolx.. just like a crazy person.. talking to myself..
wow.. I have typed a lot of rubbish here.. I din expect tat.. is rather long..
anywhere .. this is just my rubbish words..
I will cherish myself.. and the things around me..
CHEER UP !! no 1 can help u .. instead of u .. yrself...! lolx.. advising myself.. kinda crazy ...

Im back.. 21th AuGust

Came back from Bukit Mertajam ald..

It's a great and nice competition..I din regret take part in trillingual speech competition..during competition days cant zzz and eat well.. and worry this and that.. but I like d days.. the memorable hugs .. before left.. .

miss the days so much... with buddies.. dono when we can gather again..

I love u .. ms annie.. u r a great teacher... really .. thanks for all these days yr patience.. and encourages..
after this competition.. cant talk with u always ald... is quite sad... anywhere.. u really make me feel touched... and also.. I will not forget the days with u forever...
thx .. shin er..
I m rather satisfied with the result.. but eng.. haix .. I m quite confident wit that compare wit malay .. but it turns out.. I feel very sad abt that... I like this competition.. make a lot of frens..
feel very d o w n.. and miss the days so much.. but time flies...
... MS ANNIE... THX AND LUV U SO MUCH.....!!!!!! U R A GREAT AND FABULOUS TEACHER !

competition le...^^ ganbatte en... 14th AugUst

ganbatte oo.. hehe .. tomolo go to Bukit Mertajam national level trillingual competition ald..
bit nervous.. bit looking forward..
I will do all my best..
hehe^^... .... ganbatte ...
I will do all my best.. teachers thanks ...
I want to prove it...........................

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