8th November.. Graduation DaY.. unwilling to parT..

Today..
Graduation Magazine..
finally Out..
really tough to make a magazine..
x.x
get scolded..
and so many comments..
Graduation Day..
tears..
a lot of us cried..
especially girls..
the feeling..
separate..
is so.. "sour"..
today recall a lot of ..
junior's events..
senior's events..
with friends..
with teachers..
today when I saw..
ms annie..
she recalls my memory ..
on training days..
all the teachers..
who taught me before..
Mm..
the feeling..
but ms chong.. is rather.. cool..
x.x
wanna say thanks ..
but ..
she's so cool that.. I dono
how to continue my words..
next thursday..
I must thanks her..
from the bottom of my heart..
many of us..
wanna thx her..
Junior 1..
3 months in 1J3 ~ ms leow was my form teacher..
1J4.. 8 months.. ms lai.. my form teacher..
Junior2~ 2J3..
ms chong.. dint realize..
that.. actually ..
ms chong is a sweet and nice teacher..
Junior 3~3J3..
mr teh.. he helped me a lot too.. thx
Senior 1~ S1S2..
mr amos.. ....
Senior 2 ~ S2S2..
is madam Goh..my form teacher..
I love her.. very much..
she 's so nice..
she likes my second mum..
....
espcially the days in SG..
she's so nice..
like to be with her..
u will feel warm..
Ms Chong...
she 's nice..
really nice..
Mm... maybe she doesnt know..
all of us..
like her..
and respect her..
very much..
she teaches us.. very well
I like to attend her lesson..
hehe..
she tells jokes ...
she 's giving us extra class..
every sat..
for only 3 of us..
x.x
she said nth..
erm.. actually..
dono y..
she gives ppl a feeling..
which is nice..
and others will respect her..
she talks sweetly.. sometimes..
haha
Ms Annie..
how sweet..
haha..
her cares..
she talks softly..
giving supports..
and so on..
really enjoy the days..
training with her..
^^
hehe..
I wont forget her kinds..
mr haris..
haha..
funny one..
always tell jokes..
makes us laugh..
but .. its bad.. that..
he always pull girls' pony tails..
x.x
girls... dislike it..
of cox.. I hate it..
but haha..
he is a good teacher..
so nvm..
ms leow..
she's nice too..
ms chang .. mr eng .. ms chin..
ms chu .. and ..
there's a lot of teachers .. which I need to thx.. them
...
today..
really ..
makes me recall a lot of ..
past events..
secondary school life..
...
passes so fast..
thx.. teachers..
thx .. friends..
thx poi lam..
thx..
cox.. u guys .. have given me..
a lot of chance..
took part in speech.. debate.. competition..
lolx.. singing.. too..
haha..
and kids' camp..
it gives me a lot of fun..
I like kids..
cox.. they are true..
they will not act..
and they are .. sweet..
this is my last year ..
to be helper..
....
today.. really touched..
I got a lot things ..
wanna tell ..
wanna express out..
but ..
I cant express and tell it..
all...
SMILE.. ALWAYS..
IT MAY SET MOST OF THE THINGS STRAIGHT..
I SMILE ..
WHEN I M SAD..
WHEN I M HAPPY..
NO MATTER .. WAT CONDITION..
SMILE ...
conclusion.. I m thinking.. should I stay back for senior 3..
one more year .. ??
should I ..? I m so bu she de.. so bu she de..
photos...

tomorrow...

tomolo.. is graduation day..
feel.. rather...
Mmm...
continue tomorrow .. x.x

6th....

time flies..
miss the days so much..
8th will be graduation day..
the feeling..
is sour..

today..

today finished chinese and bm papers..
mm.. o.o
worry abt bm and chinese results..
anywhere target for credits..
if possible of course B..
chinese hope to get a B..
:P
today I saw something..
=.="""
which I felt shock..
she.. married.. came back with a baby..
last time she was in brass band..
and learnt art with me before..
jx for a few classes..
she only older than me one year..
today she brought a baby back..
she gave birth a baby...
only 18...
oMg...
how's her future..
haix..
maybe she doesnt think abt it..
and maybe her husband love her very very much...
haix..
but.. really feel so...
dont know how to say..
and dono why..
why..
today I was nt really happy..cox some1
she doesnt pay a single cent for the food..
and said.. this is not nice .. so make her no mood to eat..
omg..
I really dislike her noob.. atittude.. stop acting.. enough..
but.. what can I do..
now most of the ppl know the true face of....
but why some still blur...
with her..???
she acts very well..
stop acting lar..
tml will be LC.. after tomolo.. then left 3 more papers lu..
bio ..
chem...
physics.. paper 1
haha...
8 am to 9 am..
so cool..
I hope to pass chemis and bio..
really ...
haha
hope ..

the processes ... for paper 1 :P

haha.. c.. finished prepare works lu..
:P
will hand it up on next Tuesday..
this is the last paper for art..
after art ... we are having chinese lit on the same day
....
...
chinese lit..
haha..
ganbatte ba :P
^^

paper 1.. design art.. + winnie (my niece works..haha)

two pieces of prepare works ..
have paint yet..
:P
is SkySkrapers words design with high buildings...

its.. my niece..winnie's work ..
cute right?
four little penguins..
parents and kids..

me.. hehe .. and today

C ... these are the pictures.. we took in Singapore..
sweet right? haha
today finish maths D..
if someone asking me.. do I have any confident for this test?
I will say no..
but of cox I m hoping for a credit..
lolx..
O level will be end on 14th of November..
as u know.. time flies..
haha...
all the tests seem like passing so rush..
after tomolo biology paper two..
there will be art on 4th of November..
A2 size.. prepare works.. omg..
maximum 8 pieces..
mayb I will only draw four..
o.o
thats rather too much ..
haha
.....
Mm...
:P
good luck.. ganbatte...

Big head prawn.. 2nd time liao... woowoo

woo woo...
forgot to bring IC 1st time..
read wrong time table.. late went in the exam hall .. 2nd.. omg
why I m so big head prawn de..
today read wrong time table...
should be 2pm...
I tot 2.30pm ..
luckily I went there by 2pm..
late jor 2 mints..
so fish lar..
today art exam.. was OK.. hehe :P
this was the most happiest and satisfied exam .. I have took..
:P
tml having maths d paper 2.. ganbatte ya..
wish to aim for a CREDIT..
also very good liao:P
+U+U

28th ..

hooray completed..
my art paper 2... A3 size mission..
3 of the preparatory studies...
it said we should submit at least 3 to 5 preparatory studies..
of cox... I chose
3
^^..
haha.. cox..
u know.......
I feel my preparatory studies..
are still OK...
jx O.K..
but of cox hope to get a better result in art..
haha....
different ppl has different opinion..
maybe someone think it's nice..
someone think it's extremely.. ugly..
art has no an accurate answer..
for every question given..
or every title given..
jx... try to feel..
and obeserve ...
art paper 2..
question 2...
embellish....
on Wednesday I will..
combine all three ideas together..
and make sure I'll
do the best one ..
and in a good mood..
and good condition..
hehe^^
Mm....
GANBATTE.. +U+U..

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THE END..
HAHA... NOW WAITING FOR PAPER 1 ART EXAM..
it needs A2 paper... A2... its so large...
haha.. nvm.. I try to handle.. it...
good night to myself ...
it's midnight ald....
ganbatte

25th, 26th and 27th ... life..

26th.. I printed out some of the patterns drawing which I have
searched on net..



omg..
I m extremely confuse..
with what I wanna draw...
there are two options for me..
in fact there are 5 choices.. but I think ..
only embellish and valves..



suit me.. and maybe these are the only two I can handle..
my fren phoned me.. told me... she 's scare.. and blah blah blah..
at first.. I have an 1st idea .. of
embellish a wall.. with patterns.. as

all the ppl in Malaysia.. din do this..
often.. and oso... I feel it is easier..
and my fen..said.. she wish to embellish a wall too.. then ... .... ....
I think twice.... I gave up .. with the 1st idea.. then.. I consider..
car embellishment...=.= then give up the idea again...
at last... when I back home from bro-in-law's house...
I got an idea.. with what I wanna draw...
is an ornament fish body...
dono what others feel like... I got the idea.. from a picture..
which I searched on net..
is a lamp with fish body.. and this paper is observation and experience.. it's what I want.. haha....... luckily.. I got it....
I draw with what I observe..
the fish out shape.. then I design patterns and drawing for it's body.. dono what other might think.. on my drawing.. maybe it's ugly.. but ..
I ..... it's nice to draw for me... I
can draw whatever I want..
and create some new patterns on the body.. hehe
.................................................................
maybe others will treat it as statue ..
ornament... lamp... and blah blah blah..... but ....
as long as it's an object with embellishment..
hope I can got a better result with it...
tonight I drew ... one piece... and throw it into dustbin... =.="""
thats ugly.. I cant accept...it..
maybe others may vomit.. lolx... then its about 8.45pm..
or dono 8.50pm.. there was MsAstro chinese international pageant 2008 final...
I feel "zan nian" for No.8 Renee...
she so beautiful and charming... she got the most shang jin xiao jie...
but she cant got into top 5...
Mm... =.=""" and No.10.. Kelly.. her presentation was so good...
and impressed.. on that night..
was so obvious.. she will got the champion...
she's nice... she spoke well... and steady...
and her talent show.. impressed me.. haha...
No.3....omg .. to me ... she was a black horse...
dint expect .. that.. she can got into top 5...
she's beautiful...like a china girl...
but her speaking has to improve oo..
the host said... her eyes.. can send msg with electricity..
haha may be I m a girl... so I cant feel anything ....
o.o in fact... I din realize she was exist... in the top 10
.. haha No.1 ... she got into top 5... with the sms voting..
. to me... she was not one of my xin shui...
but ... as long as ... she was chosen by the audience..
so maybe she got her glamor... no.4...
was the most hot... spot... at 1st to me...
she was rather pretty... but time longer
... I feel she 's normal actually...
but her skin... is extremely well..
she's 25... omg..she looks younger than her age ...very much... she got the 1st in sms voting.. c .. how geng she was... haha no.5... I dono her much
... and dono why she got into top 5...
haha is judge choice.. din have any comment...
at last ... ms racheal TAN....
my favourite one.. she's so charming...
and have a nice body line.. she speak well..
she is a lawyer...
omg.. and she also got the champion in HK..
when she represented malaysia...
for the international pageant competition in HK...
she was the only one.. who got the champion in HK
... she got my heart... haha...

c....
haha
there was also a universe chinese singing competition...same time ...
it make me changing the channel here and there..
and my mum scolded me...
cox she wanted to watch the ms astro...
I m so disappointed .. that DEBBY...
cant get the highest top ten marks..
but nvm... there is another 70 % for tomolo... self choosing song..
hope she can get into top 10...
haha...
=.=""
I dislike yan wan qian... but she was in...
I like DEBBY vocal... and her singing style..
her singing was always attract me...
to me...
she is more talented than her brother...
her brother.. was the champion for dono which year in Astro..
DEBBY was second..=.=""
=.=""
after watched all of the shows... then Zzzz lu...

26th... after went out breakfast.. I helped my eldest sis...
looked after her two kids..
my nephew and niece...
I din make up... jx put up the eye lashes...
hehe... few times....
still not very good in that lar.. the eye lashes want drop want drop like that...



haha... after all then went to ICCClub.. jor...
there went for a singing competition ...
in ICCClub..
OMG...
I wasted my time with them more than 7 hours...
from 12 something to 7 something at night..
we went home after finished dinner in ICCClub..
=.="""
super-duper xian...
haha...
my little niece... CANNY... she sang la nu wan...
I forgot to record.. her performance... she is only 4 yrs old..
can u imagine... how brave is she?
she won all of the ppl claps...
and screamed for her...
she got the loudest claps... from all the contestants..
she 's the younge
judges clap for her... and said that.. she can be a talented girl..
in the future...
haha... hope so... she is cute...
the girl and boy judge... sang with her.. down the stage..
and clap her hands..although CANNY singing was not that good...
but she is only 4 yrs old.. thats ... enough for her age..
she memorized...all the lyrics... she doesnt know how to read a single word.. oo
let look at her picture...
she's number 4...

this was another singing competition near parade... haha..
she got the claps and fond of judges too.. as she was the youngest oso.. haha
she got a consolation... :P

her brother... mr kelvin... of cox.. her brother can sing ... much much
better than her...
he sang "hao han ge"
yesterday...
see.. how yeng zai he was...
erm... there are too many geng ppl..
he cant get into top 5...
singing teacher was there...
she said... he was a bit out of pitch or ..
she said... he is very good... already..
his 1st time using "hao han ge" for the singing competition..
last time he was always using the "ji gong zhuan"
..act like a beggar zai.. is cute too... haha
his photo here... c his dark eye brown...
and his costume... like a mongolian...

haha... here is his video..

see.... he looks so smart... and I think he can sing well..
more experience later.....cox he was only 9 this year...=.=""
but he seems like 7 yrs old.. u c his height... haha

27th......

slep only this morning 5am... after finished the drawing at 3am..
then went to watched the singing competition redo..
as .. I was back late yesterday.. so dint watch it...
cox... my sis' children...
and they went out for dinner... cx.. only three of us ate in ICCClub...
they haven so went out and eat...
wooowoo...
late liao..
these are my preparatory studies... still got one more... in process...
haha... haven paint yet.. but ald draw the outline...
my sis said it was quite plain.. but....
I think is okay ba.. any way... I will draw one more piece and
try and c the effects... if not good... then throw ba... nvm de...
:P
as long as did my best.. mar.. right?hehe

two pieces of my preparatory studies.. there is one more but I haven complete it...hehe.. lolx.. actually I think my preparatory studies.. are not that well.. but anywhere.. this is the only thing.. I can think. . and wish to draw .. from all the titles given.. I chose embellish.. I embellish an object bodies.. it can consider as a ornament.. which can turn or move.. or a lamp.. with patterns.. dono they can feel .. wat's it or not.. hope they may lor.. hehe .............................................................................. exam coming on 29th...... art and physics paper... tml study physics... add oil... lor...+u

maths d, add maths.. -->art

today maths D paper was ok..
hope to aim for a credit..
dare not to expect high..
cox... it seems like .. I hv did quite a number of mistakes after discuss and got the answer from others ..
hope the paper will be alright..
maths d paper 2 will be next week.. hope to get a better result on it..
today add maths paper.. omg..
speechless on it.. one word to express the paper.. hard.. for me..
=.=""
now having holidays..
until next wednesday..
8.00 to 10.00 is art paper 2..
finally I got the idea with wat I wanna draw..
at first..very confuse..=.=""
now what I need to do is to do well in the prepare work.. do my best on it..
=)
I wish to get a better result for my art..
ganbatte.. I can de..
=)
after art paper 2 is the physics paper 2.. on the same day 2.30 to 4.15..
physics... o.o..
speechless also..
hope I can do it..
and hope the paper will be easier..
not as hard as the prelim...

miss teacher.. now.. miss her so so so much..
jx like my kei mummy..hehe =)

blu3..

why is me..
WHY.. WHY .. WHY WHY...
so clumsy..
forget to bring IC..
and driving to school..
baba is beside me.. if anything happen..
sure will implicate baba..
dint realize.. I din bring IC..
I told my self this morning.. I must remember IC..
must must must ..
but finally no..
I hate my foolish behavior..
today I m just like a fool..
run here and there.. in order to find ms lee..
I m extremely fear.. I cried.. and cried.. so damm fish..
ms chai is nice..
but.. I m disappointed with...
is ok..
I know wat is happening.. and it's human nature.. anywhere..
thx guo zheng...
her contact lens dropped down..
cox me .. she's scare when she late to the class..
and sweating..
so sorry too..
I m so down and unhappy now.. pls save me ..
the 1st test start...
my mood is extremely down..
I m always unhappy..
easy to get angry..
why why why ..
pls.. dont let anything happen after this .. pls..
that's too enough for me..
I cant tahan with it.. anymore..
really..

21st..

today is english paper .. 2.30 to 4.15..
then 5 to 6.40..
omg.. .. this is the 1st time..
I hv exam until so late..
sky is dark..
and raining..
drove back home .. a bit scare scare...
father is beside me.. he's too worry abt her daughter..
x.o...
make me feel thats too over.. anywhere.. he is a good father..
sometimes bit stubborn .. but he's nice ..
today paper.. is quite tough..
hope .. will take a credit..
=)
tomolo.. having add maths..
a bit hopeless on add maths.. but anywhere.. I will do my best..
and study it...
ganbatte