公平对待

人，要有公平对待，对得有本事的基础。
你想别人看得到你，就是要有权利说话的空间。
往往这就是事实。

你曾经在乎过我的感受吗？

你曾经在乎过我的感受吗？
在你身边久了，心痛久了，开始后退了。
8月，一切都改变了。
两个生日，6月24日，我人生重要的节日。你的冷酷，我的心寒了。
8月后，更加不懂如何形容那种痛，一切已经变了。
你对别人的好，比对我的好，来得更重要。
需要我的时候，才想起我吗？
我在的时候，你何曾对我好过？你不珍惜我对你的好。
好...恭喜你。真的一切变了，以前的对不起，现在不会再有了吧。
还是当普通的关系比较好。

久久在你身边，不比刚认识的来得好，来得熟悉。
一切都是你改变了。
恩情，真的难以找回。
心痛后，麻木了，普通了。
你成功了。

你一直都不觉得你对我有问题。而觉得我的人有问题。
试问，你曾经在乎过我吗？
别人久久回来一次你觉得好好噢。
我呢？

看着你对别人的好，我会吃醋。
现在也会。但是，心里头的痛，已经经过时日，让你把它变得伤痕累累。
我真的很想你懂得你对我的伤害。
而你不懂。

别人对你的好，珍惜。
我对你的好，理所当然。

我受伤，你关心过吗？
我二十一岁中重要的生日，你在乎过吗？
在乎过吗？
两次生日后，一切真的开始变了。
8月更是，难以忘怀。
你更本猜不到我的痛，是那么的深 。

你还不懂，你认为你是永远对的。
顶嘴等等，你对我的语气怎么样，你自己想想吧。

我对你的好，自问我问心无愧，我对你真的比谁都好。
但一切变了。
你令它变质了。
完全变质了。太心痛，失望了。
别需要我时，才想起我。

有时候，一个小小的鼓励，简单的关心，简单的问候，可以让人深深从心里感到无数的窝心温暖及迈向前的动力。

blue days..

time flies...

It's 29th August 2012.. 
there are problems existing .. 
I have did something disappointed ..
I disappointed my dear people who treat me good these days..
I thought in a negative way..T.T all my fault..
I shouldnt think so negatively, should think wider.. 
sometimes scold.. it's kind of caring..
haiz...~
why I misunderstand it.. 
and think too much on negative side..
I miss u ppl.. ~ 
I don want to give any promise.. 
I hope I will change and use my action of love to prove ..
u ppl really important to me..my life is happened to use to it..~~ 
I really miss u ppl~ really.. T.T
I regret my stupidest thought..I will nvr have that kind of stupid thought again..
look back to my past.. seems like I have never done a really successful stuff..
21 yrs old.. is time to grow up.. not to remain step on the ground.. 
blogging is kind of stresses release.. 

忽视

最怕就是忽视的感觉。因为在乎所以感觉被忽视。你知道吗？因为在乎相信所以会需要你的意见。想听听。但是我真的很伤心。也许你不能了解我的痛。也许我太在乎了。


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new starts

today I have cleaned up my messy room..
feel tat.. relationship is going better with house mates..
suddenly found out something .. @_@
something tat .. I dont know how to express..
yesterday watch I love HK 2012 with hsemates.. 
quite nice.. haha
and new life is going to start soon .. I need a complete changed..
next week onwards study and sports ^^ both will do well.. and goals will be achieved!!! =)

roti tisu.. ^_^

BIG & TALL ROTI TISU..

Hahaha.. quite nice de.. RM3.50 only ..

not bad oo =D
at Bistro Mohamaad with family.. 

"much" and "more" differences..

argument between these two.. 

haha

 

much + non-count noun  (a large amount of something)
much sugar; much milk; much wine; much butter; much sand

many + count noun  (a large number of things)

many boys; many trucks; many rooms; many books
____________________

more + non-count /  more + count  (A larger amount or number of ...)

more sugar; more butter; more boys; more books
____________________

much and many say that the amount or number is great - not small.
more says that the amount of number is greater than another amount or number
                     when you make a comparison.

__________________

You can't have "much chances" because "chance" is a count noun.
In both of your sentences you are comparing one thing to another, so you need "more" in both cases.

真心话，希望。

Mission Impossible 3 <3
quite nice..

Important is today.. really have nice talk..
talked all the things tat I didnt know..
u said the hope..

will wait for it ..

冬至快乐 =)

yeah.. today ate the glutinous rice..

and a little reunion rice tgt with family..

but dono why today so sad.. cant upload the photos of life..

busy life today, got think abt dear ones .. =)

but dono why dear ones seemed like busy .. 

worry .. anywhere .. always my dear ones.. love dear ones =)

IPOH ^_^

I m coming home ^_^

happy leh.. miss dear ones.. =D 

After eat Aunty's cook lunch, will start the journey later.. hehe XD

Saturday 24th December we are going to welcome a new little cute baby to our family ^_^ my little nephew..

25th, X'mas, Suddenly just feel tat, X'mas is coming, but I dont have any event yet. 

Might be staying at home @@ or accompany sis in the hospital, still waiting =D

hehe..

我的如意狼君..

the main character in the movie quite pity.

What she said was so true, they have ten years date, why she still so noob, crashed into love ? @@

我的如意狼君

lot of stories...

Time flies..

miss my dear lovely parents so much, love baba & mummy ^^

21st today, 12.39 am ald.

tomolo will be winter soltice, looking forward to mummy's glutinous rice balls.

 

STUDY LIFE

1st year short semester ended in 20th December 2011.

Yesterday was my last exam. I was not doing well. 

I was regret, I didn't put enough efforts in it. 

I have made the decision to be here, in fact, I am starting to feel I have made the wrong decision. Feel so alone and miss dear ones.

It is so hard to find someone to actually chat with me here.

I should discuss with u .. and really consider properly..

LIFE STORIES

Happy memories with u all ^_^ love these moments.. =)

thx for all ..

Really miss my dear family and dear ones..

Four months past, though only a short period with u, and separated till now, in my mind there is still pictures of u.

Always believe yr words, tot of beautiful, but u changed fast like rocket. 

Now I learnt, not to believe with the words but c thru the actions.

Just let everything goes naturally.

1st day :)

First day to classes, feel okay :)

Today there was a funny thing happen in the class, that is a foreign student argued with the lecturer abt the largest land mass country in the world. One said Russia and one said Indonesia due to some reasons.. lolx.. 

And we have attended a foreign language class and principal of International Business class.

Today Carmen and I walked out for breakfast and walked back to campus and started doing homeworks.

We try to make efforts =) It's really happy the feeling of putting efforts together..

And I do not want the people around me to feel disappointed again.

I want to do better.

I really miss u all :) 

There are some photos taken in my room and condo.. 

my new life in KL starts truly today with lesson .. :)

 

new life gonna start soon

It's me ..
wow..full of worries
充满着舍不得的心情。
今天开始我要写回部落格了。
来记忆我的生活。
我好爱你们。好想你们。

decided..

I have decided..

Maybe this time, I will really follow what I have decided..

Maybe to some of u, I am stubborn and shouldnt make this decision..

But I have think twice..more than twice.. only 3 yrs time..

within these 3 yrs time.. of cox I will come back

I can't put this down.. sure I will miss u ppl a lot ..

but I need to grow up too ~~

after I have did this decision.. I got the responsibility to keep everything done by myself...

sorry maybe I m stubborn

but I think come over again..

it will be the best choice..

and the right choice..

3 yrs.. it will pass soon..

原本一以为是那么真实。

原本还为那么真实的感情，原来比任何一切来得不真实。
那么的相信，以为有着开心长久的关系。
可以在那一瞬间，结束了。
“你伤害了我，还可以一笑而过”
我真的很讨厌你。可是我却看见你时没有骂你或打你。
承诺~让人着迷，但更可能让你伤心。
在心里渐渐没有位置。没有痛了。已经放下了。

我不相信！！因为我深信这世界会一直继续下去

说真的，我不相信21日是世界末日。因为我相信这世界会一天天的继续下去，没有末日的一天，我们人类也会看见继续一天一天美丽的阳光与月亮。o(^_^)o
加上我们最近买的东西大多，expire date是5月21日2011年以后。
♥ 无论如何，我爱我的家人和我身边重要的人们。我珍惜你们。♥

碎裂了。。

到底我在你心里有着什么位置？

看到你对别人的好比对我好千千万万倍，我心里真的真的很不开心。

我发现我的出现慢慢成了多余。

我的心好痛，但你好像并不在乎。

而我，永远都会想起你。

我常常都会顾你，而你常让我心伤。

你永远都是我最疼爱的那位，

我真的不明白到底发生了什么事。

到底，是不是你觉得忘记了我，少出现会让你更开心。

你已经不再在乎我的感受，不再疼我。

其实我真的累了。我的泪也慢慢流得越来越与我的心一样累。

我假装坚强。我真的好想对你说，你可以多在乎我，为我想想吗？

nolstagia ~ thinking abt the past

time flies.. o.o

is May 2011 now..

2011, seems like jx started but it almost half year gone, before experience on something, we wish to have a try on it, but after tried, it might jx nothing special. I wish for another better one, maybe we are jx not suit. I hope for better.

Long time din't view buddies' blogs which listed on my blog buddies lists

Viewed few of some blogs, some buddies we knew each other in the leadership camp, and now some in uni, colleges, working and so on, status changed.

I got addicted at 1st, when I started to have a blogspot. Time past, getting less and less posting up new articles. It's kind of dono how to express myself..wish to stop posting up article.

In fact, I should keep it up, since it's good for me to review back what I have done recently, let myself take notes, have a target to reach. I have changed a lot, on everything, no matter, mental or physical.

I still respect u and u r still remain an important seat in my heart, I jx hope for more caring and I m important to u also, do not wish tat, there is another wall let u to lie on it, and take me as no one. Anywhere, I m always there for u. I learnt. I will try to put it as normal slowly, normal on attitude, take it relax, but still important and care in heart.

I wish myself to do better, but not like now, living like a person who like useless.

June will be a new me, gonna reborn.

Important ppl will never ever changed in my life, their important seats will forever remain, I respect a lot, and love them :D

Thx for having in my life.

In uni, 1 year ++ past, I have wasted one semT.T I have regretted, cant reverse. I'LL NOT REPEAT AGAIN. what I have done in my uni life, and wat I have join? No.. I should let myself experience it, it's time to change. Try to arrange all in sequence, and manage well..

I can do it.

It's a long article with all self express, lolx.. I think no one interest with this.

I will try to keep my status update recently not as long as once in a half year.
It's rather a long article. Haha!!

Miss the the days having national trillingual competition with buddies in Bukit Mertajam, although training period was tough, but it's worth on learning speaking skills, opportunity cost, I got a bad result in O level

A lot of things r changing around included myself, I should stand with own thinking, but not easily influence by others.. do some meaningful things start from now..

As now, I m having holiday, relax first, sem reopen, another new challenge and life change.
Weights gained, stop at this KG, gonna decrease it, reduce weights now, I m too fat..!! o.o

woohoo :D is happy, coming June, I will be having the first camp in this year ^^ life like being colourful again ^^

EVON, LET'S ACTIONS TO PROVE ALL OF THESE.
I CAN DO IT.

last test for my s1y1

this sem I seemed to be weird..
no energetic in final at all.
is time to say bye exam :P
after this will be reborn..

me..

I cant figure out wat's the problem existing..

I've always been affected..

really mean a lot to me..

the heart of sincere ..

true..

is all bcox.. of my heart who wants..

unique one..

seat nvr change, remain that firm forever.

maybe it will shake, but still tat firm, cox.. there is a believe and care existing..

may I shout out loud??

Can I shout out loud ??
really wish to do so ..
at westlake or ..?
but I dare not do so..
Im not brave enough..
I hope to be better and better than anyone else..
it needs hard work..
and I m quite lazy.. >.<

Midterm coming..
time really flies..
sem just seemed to be started and now come to midterm..
omg..
Sem 3 is really tough..

the 1st time after having lessons, end with nothing gain..

T.T
really miss home..
who can understand my feelings here..

T.T

is really depress..

anywhere sem3, listen up here !!!!! u will be defeated by me !!

EVON YAP here!!!

I will not the people around disappointed..

I will let u feel pround having me in yr life..

sure I can do it!

as Ms. Chin said ..

study hard and oso study smart ..

I will do the best..!

Long time..~

since dont know when I have stopped blogging..

there are a lot things happening around..

I'm growing each day..

in size ? in mind?

haha ..

in an unknown status

time flies..

life changing ..

friends changing..

shouldnt say changing..

but adding..

true friend difficult to find for..

important is cherish what I have..

still bothering with wat course should take..

actually ..

I really need yr support from anyone else..

but u r always ..T.T

make me feeling sad..

important..

but I seem like more than a common .. for u

I hope time may reverse..

but cant..

I hope for better and better ..

27号了。。

要收拾东西了。
好快， 一个月就过完了。

1st of May..

亲爱的老师生日^^..
哈哈。。
真的很开心。
感受到老师心中的那份喜悦。
真的很难忘。

放假了。
其实。。
并不是真正的开心。

time pass..

my clumsy attitude..
make many things changed..
I hate myself..
hope will recover soon..
really worry ..T.T

life isnt that cheerful anymore..
is blue..

I dislike it growing up..
kid is better than anything ...

21st February

今天晚上12点拜天公。
刚才自助餐的人来了要摆桌子，他们不懂怎么进来。
我驾了爸爸的车带他们进来，就在那么一小段路的途中，
我...
尽然把爸爸的车撞到了，广东话说"hai fa"，真的。
爸爸，没有说什么，但就是不太开心。
~~~

东西越来越难了。
担心，mid term test就快来了。而我，却对account..加油吧。
日子总要过，真的觉得人慢慢长大东西变得复杂了。
有点恐惧。
希望一切都会变得美好。

HAPPY CNY!!:D

only 2 days holiday ..
till 16th..
no class replacement is allow for us..
bully newbies..

torturing us..
We r chinese..

Seniors can have class replacement..
and have 1 week off..
unfair..

things getting tougher and tougher..
really worry...
ganbatte.. :P
will put more efforts on it..

倒数四天就新年了~

倒数四天就新年了， 好期待。
真的好想快点到星期五，好想，好想~~
恐惧的生活难过~~

time flies..

wanna february le..
time flies..
knew a lot of new buddies..
CNY got only two days holidays.. T.T
bully newbies..
why dont let us replace classes..
we are chinese.. need more holidays de ar..
is it?

=.=econ and account.. make me bit blur..
Now terbalik le..
I like maths the most although it's bit tough.
I enjoy it.

Hooray.. but by the way is it a right choice?

It approved!

M I making a right choice?

erm..@.@

maybe it's jx like wat the lecturer taught in econ..

the cost of something is what u give up to get it.

I m wondering now.. M I making a right choice?

it's really just like wat the lecturer taught !!

human..

face saving is really that important?
maybe yes or no..
pls lar.. stop face saving..

application form for campus transfer.....

Handed up the application form for campus transfer this morning.
I'm hoping I can transfer to Kampar Campus in this week,
and hope they will approve me within these few days.
Just now phoned Admin, she said she havent receive my application letter yet.
The letter is still in Foundation Centre, omg.. I m urgent with it.
And the officers din't consider our situations..
about room problem,
whether they will approve or not, it affects me a lot.
Extremely lot.
Utar's officer showed me that, it's non of their business, give me an answer is..
we oso dono .. when they will approve..
" we oso dono" these words.. really make me feel sad and worry..
It really affects me a lot ..cox .. if it taken too long..
there are a lot of inconveniences...
pls
really hope the officer may pass the letter up to admin today and I can get the reply in this week..

3D avatar yesday & 1st day of PJ 's utar..

yesterday went to sunway pyramid watched the 3D avatar..
oh gosh..
it's nice..
haha...

all freshmen r nice..
at 1st, I was feeling nervous, cox I was late in class.
our english lecturer is quite nice..
come to our maths lecturer.. omg!!
only 1 maths teacher in this world is the best!
That's only u..miss u extremely ... lot lot lot..
oh gosh..! I gave my original bill copy to a girl..in the admin!
now I have to go back to the PA block.. and apply for changing back to kampar campus..
and ask back for my original bill copy..
oh gosh!
we need it on this Wed..
take photo..
haix.. really big head prawn

Today's lesson is rather okay ..^^
hehe..

18th .. will be my 1st day of UTAR 's life..

miss u a lot ... a lot ...
T.T..
Monday will be the 1st day..
is so .. nervous.. and feel helpless..
if u r here..
that's hundred millions better than everything..

31st December

tomorrow will be little khai xuan's birthday

we celebrated with him earlier on 31st of Dec

it was his birthday cake*doraemon*

especially for him

his mum and dad

and some photos

last day of 2009..

time flies..
31st of December 2009!^^
Wish everyone has a happy, healthy and blissful 2010!:)

Tomolo is bebe, my little nephew Khai Xuan's birthday.
His birthday is on 3rd of January, we celebrate earlier by tomolo.
haha..^^
he is so cute, this is why, all of us love him, although he is naughty sometimes.

before 2009 end, I wanna thx to the persons who really treat me true with their hearts.
thx.. forever in my brain.. forever and forever..
my dearest persons..
thx to someone special 2009 without u, I think I 'm being lost.
2010 新的开始，新的期望。

大头's sweet 18th birthday + moven peak's photos..

Time flies..~~
This was my forever unforgettable sweet 18 birthday,
a lot of surprises, especially thanks to my dear dear teacher and her dear family.
And cant lack of my lovely friends, really thx for u guys ..^^
treated me at Inn Cafe, it's a simple lunch but full of meaning .
and celebrated a happy birthday with me at teacher's house..
Since I grow till 18 ..
This was my 1st and happiest birthday party,
that's so meaning to me..(",)
U know wat.. u guys really make me feel so touch..
I dono how to express out my feeling..
jx the word TOUCH , I can say.
really so touch,
my tears dropped, becox of thanks.
really thx to u guys..
Teacher, u r forever my dearest teacher, forever and forever.
U r so so so important to me.
Really so important to me, u r grabbing a part of important seat in my heart.
REALLY..muacks..
I love u from the bottom of my heart.
大头LOVE teacher forever..